You Were

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You Were My Angel From Above

You walked into my life,
When things were crazy.
During an internal fight,
Completely amazed me.

In this time of need I had,
You forced me to see,
The good and bad,
Showing who I’m meant to be.

Every day with you on my mind,
You consumed my heart.   
Now spinning around trying to find,
The pieces you pulled apart.       

I had a feeling,
Of being whole.          
Now a shelled being,
From carving this hole.

Moving on breaks my soul,
I miss the love,
Feeling out of control, 
Because you were my angel from above.

Take Me

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Take me to a place,
Where we’re alone.
An internal space,
To call our own.          
                            
Take me in your arms,                     
To feel your love,                         
To melt with your charms,              
To soar like a dove.

Take me on a journey,
Where love swarms our hearts,
Shows our connection to destiny,
Where our souls never part.

Take me into your being,
Where we become one,
The only thing we’re seeing,
Is us never being done.
                      
Take me forever,
My soul is yours,
I cannot say never,
My heart for you pours.

What Will Happen?

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Quickened heart,

Scrambled mind,

You did this from the start,

Within you, love I did find.

Twisted stomach, 

Aching body,

This is quick, 

To crave somebody. 

Freed soul,

From your love,

I’m now whole,

Flying with the doves.

A day without you,

Makes me shifty.

More than a few,

I feel empty. 

Growing feelings, 

Love sprouting fast,

Brings life new meanings,

Nothing can surpass.

I don’t know where this will go,

One day we will see,

I wish to know,

What will happen with you and me.

♥YOU♥

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Missing you,

Feelings rise.

Needing you,

I ache and Sigh.

Feeling you,

I am alive. 

Kissing you,

Gives me the best high.

Craving you,

I cannot wait,

Believing in you,

I will always state.

Dreaming of you,

I feel safe and loved.

Waking without you,

I feel lonely and cold.

To wake next to you,

Would make me complete.

No longer an emptiness without you,

No other feeling could compete. 

My heart belongs to you,

My soul is now brand new, 

Baby I love you,

I am yours, this is all true.

No Longer Consumed

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My heart rapidly beating, 

My mind filled with you never tires, 

You cause these extreme feelings,

You caught my soul on fire.

Thud, thud, thud…

Heart pounding fiercely.

Who knew you could,

Do this to me?

The mere thought of your smile,

Makes me internally warm.

You make me dream while,

Wishing to be in your arms.

Feelings of true,

Feelings so real,

All for you,

This seems unreal. 

My soul flew free, 

It’s filled with happiness, 

Because of you and me,

It’s no longer consumed with sadness. 

Just Need You To Know

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Where is this going?

I ask myself.

My soul tumbling,

Trying to find itself. 

I feel a connection, 

I feel something real.

Heart’s resurrection, 

Is the appeal.

You have stirred my being, 

Inside and out.

I can’t miss out on this feeling,

I want to shout.

You make my world spin, 

My heart race,

My mind bend,

As our souls embrace.

Hold me near,

Don’t ever let go. 

I love you my dear, 

I just need you to know.

Am I A Fool?

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My mind so full,

My heart so fast;

You erase the bull,

You helped me get past.

My thoughts on you,

Make words come hard.

My feelings true,

Breaking my guard.

Things that come easy,

Are now not so.

Thinking is erasing,

Where did it go?

You understand me,

You make my mind blow.

You helped me to see,

To go with the flow.

Your touch so craving,

Your voice gives me chills.

Your heart so giving,

You give me thrills.

I can’t get enough,

Of the time we spend,

I need you to get through the tough,

I don’t want this to end.

What is it you do,

That causes this? 

Am I a fool,

To express this bliss?

What Is This Thing Inside Me?

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What is this?

This thing inside me?

That prevents a feeling of bliss,

That prevents the feeling of being free.

It’s torture inside my soul,

It shatters my heart,

I just want to be whole,

And no longer fall apart.

A mass of anguish,

I wish to rid of,

A bundle causing parish,

Causing hate and not love.

From Where does this hurt flow from?

How can it release it’s hold? 

I don’t want to feel, I need to be numb,

From all this internal cold.

I wish I knew what was wrong,

I wish I could let it all go,

I don’t know where I belong, 

Inside could just explode.

The ugly feeling inside me,

Will not let go it’s grasp,

The pain causing an internal bleed,

Please no longer last.

Being Dealt?

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Am I being seen?
Am I being felt?
Am I being heard?
Or am I being dealt?

Do you see my eyes?
Do they express my insides?
Do they tell you lies?
Do you truly realize? 

My eyes deep dark brown,
They shine bright, yet frown. 
Through them my spirit glows,
From my eyes my spirit flows.

Do you feel my heart?
Do you feel my soul?
Do you feel my touch?
Do you feel you know?

My heart beats hard and true,
My soul is full of you,
My touch will take away your blue,
Feel me and you will understand too.

Do you hear my voice?
Do you hear my cries?
Do you understand my choices? 
Do you hear all my tries?

My voice is calm and kind,
My cries silently left behind,
My choices are always mine,
I try all I can try.

Do you choose to deal?
Or love me for real?
Do you choose to ignore,
What I feel we should explore?

If you choose to deal,
Then leave me to reel,
If I do not appeal,
Then leave for good, this is real.

I see all of you,
I feel you and know what’s true,
I heard all your words,
I don’t deal, I try to preserve.

I’m Blindly Holdin’

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I don’t know how to feel,
Night and day.
I don’t know what’s real,
Or what to say.

Emotions fill me always,
Yet, thinking of you are stunted.
I search daily in many ways,
I feel like my heart’s rusted.

I try and try, 
But cannot find,
I cry and cry,
But I fell behind.

Where do were go,
From this awful junction? 
How do I know,
If my heart still functions? 

You loving me,
Is times a hundred. 
My loving I can see,
Feels like it’s busted.

I never want to puncture your heart,
I feel as if I’m broken.
I never want you to fall apart,
I feel as if I’m blindly holdin’.