Agony From Within

I want to quit,

I can’t handle this,

I feel so out of it,

I’m falling into an abyss.

Life out of control,

Nothing feels right,

I am broken and not whole,

I’m tired of all the fight.

Why can’t one thing go like it should?

I wish I new Why,

I wish it could,

Then I could for once fly high.

So tired of life,

So tired of pain,

So tired of strife,

Wishing freedom I could gain.

Just let me fall,

It’s what I deserve. 

If not, then what’s with all,

The the balls that curve? 

Let it stop,

Or let it end,

I will never be on top,

Of the agony from within.